The end of my childhood :D

They say don't cry because it's over, smile because it happened.

Better late than never eh? Watched the last part of the movie last year but i wasn't able to published my draft on my old blog. As I saw There's No Place Like Hogwarts fanpage. I lurked at their page and decided to update my blog :) so here it goes :D :D :D :D

I am really fascinated with witcraft, wizards, magic, spells, broomstick, etc. I even call myself a witch when i was young and believed that they existed (till now). One of my favorite magical related series was The worst witch; dunno if some of you have ever heard or watched the series but it was really nice. Yearssssss ago, 3 young wizard entered my life. I was 11 years old then and a freshmen student, Just like a shooting star I fell in love with them. It may sound hilarious to other people - I don't care! Get a life people and enjoy watching PORN.. lol. Seriously, I love some of the movie sequel but i prefer reading the books and listening to my audiobook on my ipod.

Since i wasn't able to find a hard bound copy of the last book I downloaded an audiobook file of all the books on my iPod and listened to them for a week. I couldn't remember how many times i cried when i listen to the last book especially when dobby was killed, when the narrator was starting to mention the list of people who died during the battle namely; Fred Lupin, tonks and I was crying my heart out like i also felt the pain when Snape died :( even until now every time i listen to the audio book again.

When i watched the last part everything was ominous, after watching the movie i marked it as the end of my childhood. Like millions of fans out there, I literally shed a tears because it really did signify the end of my childhood. I grew up with HP- we grew up together. I sometimes find myself feeling bittersweet but i am turning 23 this year, i have a job and starting to be independent. Growing up is really exciting but scary. Instead of spending summer outside, reading and staying up late watching tv. I have to work. I can still do those things but i have to learn to limit my self. I have to act maturely or else my life will be doomed HAHAHA. I passed the days dreaming, playing with my toy wand and pretend to be a witch and move on to another chapter of my life and it really means that childhood is over. I guess it's been over for a while but i really have to accept and acknowledge it now. I couldn't blame my family for telling me to act suitable for my age.

As what my favorite Lion king once told me, it's the circle of life. We can't escape it. We can't cheat nor avoid death or even cast a spell to make ourselves younger ( technology is another thing) but we can embrace life. We can look fondly at the past and remember all the people and even things that have been part of our lives- HP will always be part of mine. No one said that growing up is easy but i learned that it doesn't have to be harder as we sometimes make our life complicated. Evaluating my life for the past 2 months I learned that growing up isn't all about work and no play and money. Though the end means the of my childhood ( for me), Somehow I may find myself 20 years from now, Looking back fondly and remembering the days when my life was once magical. Then again, Life's random moment can always be touched with magic regardless of our age.

Though I'm sad and you're probably thinking i am a basket case for getting this emotional about HP, I guess i can find solace in the fact that i Know few years from now, I'll be able to introduce harry and the rest of the character to my future children and they can grow up with him as i did and my boyfrie doesn't like that idea BUT I LIKE IT A LOT AHHAAH

I will be forever grateful to the series for making my childhood an epic one. :)