they come and go......

I think if I've learned anything about friendship, it's to hang in, stay connected, fight for them, and let them fight for you. Don't walk away, don't be distracted, don't be too busy or tired, don't take them for granted. Friends are part of the glue that holds life and faith together. Powerful stuff.

kawaii!!!

I Finally remove the auto play music in my blog :) and thinking of putting an mp3 playlist. Just spare me some time kk? :D

I woke up from a very loud voice of my dad this morning. DAMN!! i just slept for an hour and when i tried to go back to dream land, i couldn't find my way to SLEEP. I called boyfie just to wake him up since t'was almost 8:00am and his class starts exactly 8:00 unfortunately and i bet this "sleepyhead boyfie of mine" is snoring his a** out that he couldn't hear his phone :D . Since Eurybe (My lappy) is always On till i leave the house, I checked my mail just like any other day(lol) and think of working on my new assignment but just like any other day again! I end up lurking random people's profile on facebook. This time, I lurked on my old friends when i was young, during my elementary days, high school days and my early college days.

I've been thinking about those friends i used to have and those i had to give up and why i did so. But friends will always come and go. Some will choose to stay but others don't. I used to blame myself for my failed relationship (friendship) and let myself believe that i am really not a best friend material. LOL! Having no best friend was never an issue but when i was asked by my professor to describe my best friend (except our family, boyfriend/girlfriend and relatives), I just wrote in my paper "She/he is a human opposite of me" and i also wrote MY BLOG! .:)

I used to have one way back in high school, I can even remember our so called anniversary (july 12) and an emo post i wrote in my journal few yrs ago. lo hecho, hecho está meaning What's done is done and there is no way i can change the past. =) and I am still glad that we still remain friends though we never really talked about the past. What's important is whatever happen I know that she will always be there for me and i will always be there for her. I've learned that true friendship continues to grow over the longest distance and If a person wants to be a part of your life they will make an obvious effort to do so. I read this quote from an old book my mum gave me;

Life is an awful, ugly place to not have a best friend.

It may be true but not everyone has a best friend in life. It's not a choice nor a decision and it's not a destiny. I don't know, no one knows. What i need now is a SISTER!!! hahaha but seriously one thing's for sure..... people come and go...