I woke up with a pain on my right neck, had a quick bath since i am almost late but when i went to my room i decided to drink my antidepressant medicine that was prescribed by my psychia and chose to stay at home and prepare my 2 power point presentation for my report :|.
This month is very tough for me. I went to my psychiatrist last week for my sleeping problems and asked for a mild sleeping pills (Stilnox made me hallucinate) but the pill didn't worked. Dealing with this anxiety sh!ty thing gives me too much problem. In School, My Work and My Life! I sometimes cry for stupid reason and worry on other people's problem that's beyond my conscience. In school, I might be looking at my professor but my mind is flying somewhere same as when i am working. Instead of picking up my shattered self confidence and starting to work on my goals. My life is on hiatus! Seems like this butterfly turned into a cocoon again and becoming a full grown butterfly will stay as a dream forever.
I'm still thankful to Mami keym and my dogs. Sometimes I think of going back to my old hobby. Why not click the word me ME in the upper section right there (<---------) eh?! My books are just waiting for me to open them since i haven't read some of em'. Seriously, I miss my old life before i met online games and internet. Spending the whole day in the house reading books and even writing poems. I'm not a good writer but only I and my very very old friend way back in h.s and recently my boyfie knew that i love to write.( i would write a topic about writing someday) though i am not really good at it.
As much as i wanted to type more words here. Feels like the side effect of the meds is now visible and i might spill something that i am not comfortable with HAHA...
Ja Ne~! (boooo i miss saying that word )
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